a few months ago i dreamt of my ex-boyfriend from three years before who i’ve had such a hard time getting out of my system (finally seeming out) the dream occured after hearing his name or something- no big trigger
we are standing in the yard filled with plants, mostly bamboo, but there is no house. we speak pleasantly about gardening and tree placement. the neighbor has mexican liquor in square blue bottles- maybe he is mexican also. it is warm and breezy and we’re laughing and i say to myself: “what am i doing here? i don’t want to live here- i don’t want to be with this man” and i smile and drift away
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Max writes:
The dream begins with me wandering through post-apocalyptic NYC- nobody’s around, all the buildings are ruined and dark, and it’s a very cloudy night out. I go inside the building that I live in, chat with some of the people around, and notice everyone looking hungrily at this one blond girl. It turns out that we are all vampires and she used to be one, but is now human. Of course we have to control ourselves, as there are very few humans left to feed on. I don’t think I can handle it, so I tear out of the room in a quasi werewolf form and head to the roof. Continue reading
I dreamed my long term boyfriend left me for a woman he’d just met. A pregnant woman he’d just met. Because he felt sorry for her. He was going to go to law school in some big city and fulfill all his dreams, but instead, he was just going to move to a town in the middle of nowhere and take care of this other woman. His friends and his family told him not to, that he was crazy, but he told them that she was worth it and completely severed all contact with anyone who had ever been important to him before. And the worst part was that I couldn’t stop following him. I followed him to this po-dunk town, which looked like something out of Dr Suess with huge spiralling towers and bulging staircases and just followed them. I finally met her, and she wasn’t that attractive, or smart, or funny, but I just couldn’t bring myself to hate her. There was something about her that made me completely incapable of anger. So I just kept following them through this Dr. Suess city until I lost them.
When I woke up, I was so angry at my boyfriend, I couldn’t speak to him all day.
Max writes: